When my soul was embittered,
when I was pricked in heart,
I was brutish and ignorant;
I was like a beast toward you.

Nevertheless, I am continually with you;
you hold my right hand.
You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will receive me to glory.
Whom have I in heaven but you?
And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you.
My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

For behold, those who are far from you shall perish;
you put an end to everyone who is unfaithful to you.
But for me it is good to be near God;
I have made the Lord GOD my refuge,
that I may tell of all your works.

Psalms 73

Today I didn't read my Psalms in the morning, somehow it wasn't the right time. I didn't know why.
Then I went for my Marketing tutorial and found out that I didn't complete my Subject Pool Study(a very stupid thing to do! was plain dumb..) The amount of study I did will only earn me 2% out of 10%(which everyone will be getting 10%. I really freaked out. SU was the only option.. Can't really focus through out the lesson. I cried to God for help. Was soo lost at that time. I rushed back to check if there's any slots left because my group member missed one slot as well, so he had penalty and will be getting the same marks as me. And he told me there's none! However, kiasuly.. I went and checked for other slots! There's one 1 hour slot left to be taken. Other slots were full, tho the dates were not over. So now I'll be having 6%. Then, still not satisfied, I emailed the TA. Waiting for reply now..
I know, 6% is still bad but it's better than 2%. I still thank God for letting me know that I'm actually having 2%. Imagine if I missed that 4%. So now I'm 4% behind others. Am I gonna SU this module still or work harder for my Group Assignment? Haha.. Passed up my Individual one already. I think it's Okay. Haha (: 'okay'!!
Now I'll have to make more noise in class to get my Participation points. What is it you're trying to tell me God? To push me to work harder? Is that 4% I'm missing now a reminder for me to work harder for this module?

He's my pillow, where I cry to. He's my 24/7 counselor. He's my father! Didn't realize I'm so dependent on Him.. So happy for myself that I turn to him and cry out to him before I even try to solve it myself.
"Helpppp God!!! (:"

One more thing I would like to share is :
I thank God that He sustains my dad and saved Him from whatever that could have happened! Still can't believe that my mum never told me on the phone about this or my dad every called to tell me! GRrrrrr They're gonna get some screwing from the next time they call. I emailed my Dad already anyway..
My response was : Wanna diee arrr? Never tell me about such a cool thing! Then, it went- OMGGG How could he have survived this and didn't tell me anything about it?

Okay, this is what I heard from my sister!!
My dad came back from Cameron Highlands when it was raining and skidded 360 degress because it was too slippery so he had to let go of the steering wheel so that the car will bang into the divider in order to stop the car!
*poofff* *speechless*
I cannot imagine what could have happen but I realllyyy thank God that my daddy is still alive. *shakes head*
He really escaped death man..