My Seedlings..: April 2008

1. Still Don't Know How To Use Chopsticks

Apparently I just can't use the damn chopsticks properly!

Evidence: Lappie has to eat maggi everytime I eat. My mouse too.. Grrrr I bought such a pretty mouse and it has got curry+eggs on it just because I cant use chopsticks properly. Why won't the chopsticks hold the noodles properly? It's so irritating I gotta get hold of a piece of cloth I eat a few scoops..
Bleehhh .. Someone MUST invent a super goody chopstick that can hold noodles properly so ppl like me won't get bullied in events like weddings or chinese new year when ahma[s] make you use chopstick and you can't eat because the food just won't come up so you end up snacking on cookies after lunch/dinner cos u can't tell everyone- Hey!! I can't bloody use chopsticks during CNY and go get fork&spoon.
OH, and also so that laptops won't have to feast on noodles.

2. Maggi is a Delicacy to Me

So much as my mum tried to restrict me from eating maggi too much.
Eg. Maggi must come with veg (eggs do not need emphasis cos I will add it anyway). Dad loves maggi, bro loves, sis loves. In fact, we (siblings) secretly wait till parents sleep, stayed upot late for maggi. Hahaha..

Locard's Principle: When any two objects come into contact, there is always transference of material from each object onto the other (every contact leaves a trace).
In this case, pots are always not washed properly or even worse, the bowls are cleaned but not wiped dry. Ooppsss.. Always discovered! *busted*

3. A pai-ka-lui

Using too much money every single month. *shall not reveal how much!*

Why can't I restrict myself? Like making rules-to-obey-for-the-overspenders. Hmmm..

1. Cannot use more than S$10 per day. If more, the next day kenot spend more than $5.
Note: Kenot work cos once I go shopping, all the savings gone. And, if I spend more than $10 and use less than $10 the next day.. in the end I'll just think I didn't use that much afterall- bad mindset!
2. Shopping cannot use more than .. ...... *dunno what amount to put* Scary!!
-shall leave this alone first
3. One month can only get one earring. Lets say one earring is S$16, 12 months I'll be getting S$192 worth of earrings. Converter (S$ to RM) : RM441.60 *rolls eyes*
4. Kenot buy chocolates. Nopee.. kenot! Discussed with mummy, she said chocolates make me happy.. So nvm! #$%^&
5. No mood to think already..
6. Make Msian government do something about the freakin exchange rate!
7. Work & don't spend in US (impossible). Just an idea anyway.. Not implementing wan.
8. ...

Howww??

4. Pseudo-Coffee Addict

I think I've been quite alrite with my caffeine consumption this month.
How about this? Only 50g of coffee in 2 weeks?
That's not really a lot, is it?
Why do I get all hyped up when McDs is offering free coffee refills? Studying there makes a lot of sense!!
Bad idea! Imagine drinking like 5 cups/day. Will it be really bad? It's in the dispenser. And burgers all day? That will be like +1kg/day. Xuemei will kill me.
3 days of 5 cups/day won't kill? An idea to implement.

5. I Set Low Standards for Myself

How can I be happy about how I did for exams when others go freak out about 1 mark me thingy?
HUhhhhh blehhhh
I can't do this part of structure which cost me 5 marks. Silly for not studying that thinking it's not important cos I can't recall him goin thru that in the class. Hope I wasn't day dreaming that time.

*stabs myself*

*scratch head*

Aiyooo its just 5 marks! Not 20, yes! But why do ppl go .. "ONE MARK IS STILL A MARK?!?!?!"

Why? Make me wanna jump off my window leh. Good thing Prof told us that only heights from 6th level onwards is enough to kill you and jumping down-not a good way to die cos ur brains and eyes will pop out. Ugly death. Then ppl can't put on white dress and white roses for you. Btw, I live on the 5th lvl, that's why.

Oopsss

CO poisoning will be good. Then you have pink body. So what? You'll look like you died tanning on a the beach!

I should stop comparing myself with others. I want my little life back. Is that too much to ask? Why is everyone such a perfectionist?

Can I grad with a degree and a rich husband will get me an aquarium shop? Every evening I'll go into my diving suit and feed the fishes in the aquariums.
*Hammers own head*
STUDDYYYYY!!
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Genetics CA3 was totally horrible! I feel like passing u the paper when he announced 1 hr. Partly cos also I finished like 1.5 litres of water in the canteen and my bladder was full. Anyway, Dr. Chew should learn more from Dr. Liou. That's my conclusion! haha

And biochem CA marks was out in the same day. Okay. I only got 55% and I thought I'd be getting 60% instead. What happened to the extra 1 pt? F*** This is 20% of my finals. I hope I did better for Swami's instead..

Anyway, enough of two sad things for the day. Something to cheer me up ..

Tadaaaa

Hehe abit glad for myself. At least I'm not doing badddd all the way. BUT seriously don't want to see CA3 uploaded. Cos I'll be getting like 1/10 or 2/10. Ewww..

Also I just wanna thank God for clearing up my airticket mess I've created/encountered. Sigh!! Thanks for always being there when I'm in trouble. Now I tend not to fret so much when I'm all messed up cos I believe in You. Of course, I'll be more careful next time already. Nevertheless, a blessing to get direct flight from LA-Orl. Else, dunno how many freakin times I gotta transit!!