My Seedlings..

Exams..

2008-05-01T10:40:00.003+08:00

Having fun blessing others..

Coffee cup..

Notes.. Drosophilla mellanogaster. Haha (hope spelling correct)

Sandwiches

Okay, I think I'm a pro. Thats why so many pics of this. A lot more okay.
(:
exams exams..

Facts I Discovered About Myself

2008-04-26T21:46:00.007+08:00

1. Still Don't Know How To Use Chopsticks

Apparently I just can't use the damn chopsticks properly!

Evidence: Lappie has to eat maggi everytime I eat. My mouse too.. Grrrr I bought such a pretty mouse and it has got curry+eggs on it just because I cant use chopsticks properly. Why won't the chopsticks hold the noodles properly? It's so irritating I gotta get hold of a piece of cloth I eat a few scoops..
Bleehhh .. Someone MUST invent a super goody chopstick that can hold noodles properly so ppl like me won't get bullied in events like weddings or chinese new year when ahma[s] make you use chopstick and you can't eat because the food just won't come up so you end up snacking on cookies after lunch/dinner cos u can't tell everyone- Hey!! I can't bloody use chopsticks during CNY and go get fork&spoon.
OH, and also so that laptops won't have to feast on noodles.

2. Maggi is a Delicacy to Me

So much as my mum tried to restrict me from eating maggi too much.
Eg. Maggi must come with veg (eggs do not need emphasis cos I will add it anyway). Dad loves maggi, bro loves, sis loves. In fact, we (siblings) secretly wait till parents sleep, stayed upot late for maggi. Hahaha..

Locard's Principle: When any two objects come into contact, there is always transference of material from each object onto the other (every contact leaves a trace).
In this case, pots are always not washed properly or even worse, the bowls are cleaned but not wiped dry. Ooppsss.. Always discovered! *busted*

3. A pai-ka-lui

Using too much money every single month. *shall not reveal how much!*

Why can't I restrict myself? Like making rules-to-obey-for-the-overspenders. Hmmm..

1. Cannot use more than S$10 per day. If more, the next day kenot spend more than $5.
Note: Kenot work cos once I go shopping, all the savings gone. And, if I spend more than $10 and use less than $10 the next day.. in the end I'll just think I didn't use that much afterall- bad mindset!
2. Shopping cannot use more than .. ...... *dunno what amount to put* Scary!!
-shall leave this alone first
3. One month can only get one earring. Lets say one earring is S$16, 12 months I'll be getting S$192 worth of earrings. Converter (S$ to RM) : RM441.60 *rolls eyes*
4. Kenot buy chocolates. Nopee.. kenot! Discussed with mummy, she said chocolates make me happy.. So nvm! #$%^&
5. No mood to think already..
6. Make Msian government do something about the freakin exchange rate!
7. Work & don't spend in US (impossible). Just an idea anyway.. Not implementing wan.
8. ...

Howww??

4. Pseudo-Coffee Addict

I think I've been quite alrite with my caffeine consumption this month.
How about this? Only 50g of coffee in 2 weeks?
That's not really a lot, is it?
Why do I get all hyped up when McDs is offering free coffee refills? Studying there makes a lot of sense!!
Bad idea! Imagine drinking like 5 cups/day. Will it be really bad? It's in the dispenser. And burgers all day? That will be like +1kg/day. Xuemei will kill me.
3 days of 5 cups/day won't kill? An idea to implement.

5. I Set Low Standards for Myself

How can I be happy about how I did for exams when others go freak out about 1 mark me thingy?
HUhhhhh blehhhh
I can't do this part of structure which cost me 5 marks. Silly for not studying that thinking it's not important cos I can't recall him goin thru that in the class. Hope I wasn't day dreaming that time.

*stabs myself*

*scratch head*

Aiyooo its just 5 marks! Not 20, yes! But why do ppl go .. "ONE MARK IS STILL A MARK?!?!?!"

Why? Make me wanna jump off my window leh. Good thing Prof told us that only heights from 6th level onwards is enough to kill you and jumping down-not a good way to die cos ur brains and eyes will pop out. Ugly death. Then ppl can't put on white dress and white roses for you. Btw, I live on the 5th lvl, that's why.

Oopsss

CO poisoning will be good. Then you have pink body. So what? You'll look like you died tanning on a the beach!

I should stop comparing myself with others. I want my little life back. Is that too much to ask? Why is everyone such a perfectionist?

Can I grad with a degree and a rich husband will get me an aquarium shop? Every evening I'll go into my diving suit and feed the fishes in the aquariums.
*Hammers own head*
STUDDYYYYY!!
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Ups and Downs all in 1

2008-04-17T09:22:00.007+08:00

Genetics CA3 was totally horrible! I feel like passing u the paper when he announced 1 hr. Partly cos also I finished like 1.5 litres of water in the canteen and my bladder was full. Anyway, Dr. Chew should learn more from Dr. Liou. That's my conclusion! haha

And biochem CA marks was out in the same day. Okay. I only got 55% and I thought I'd be getting 60% instead. What happened to the extra 1 pt? F*** This is 20% of my finals. I hope I did better for Swami's instead..

Anyway, enough of two sad things for the day. Something to cheer me up ..

Tadaaaa

Hehe abit glad for myself. At least I'm not doing badddd all the way. BUT seriously don't want to see CA3 uploaded. Cos I'll be getting like 1/10 or 2/10. Ewww..

Also I just wanna thank God for clearing up my airticket mess I've created/encountered. Sigh!! Thanks for always being there when I'm in trouble. Now I tend not to fret so much when I'm all messed up cos I believe in You. Of course, I'll be more careful next time already. Nevertheless, a blessing to get direct flight from LA-Orl. Else, dunno how many freakin times I gotta transit!!

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2008-04-10T13:36:00.002+08:00

Thank you

2008-04-03T20:26:00.003+08:00

Just wanna thank God for the the smooth ways He has laid in front of me. As He had promised, as long as I trust in Him, He will lead me thru the ways in my life. For a long time, things have been quite havoc in my life. Somehow, I kept forgetting things and even if i remember, for some reason-things just don't go well.
Finally, I guess.. well I think. Pieces start to come together. And I hope I'll be able to pull myself thru the finals and then go for my summer job thingy and SHOPPING! hahaha
Tho I've been lukewarm, but I'll jiayou myself to be hot!
Turn me around, bring me back. I can't do this myself.. You're the only one who can help me.

2008-03-13T15:08:00.002+08:00

When my soul was embittered,
when I was pricked in heart,
I was brutish and ignorant;
I was like a beast toward you.

Nevertheless, I am continually with you;
you hold my right hand.
You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will receive me to glory.
Whom have I in heaven but you?
And there is nothing on earth that I desire besides you.
My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

For behold, those who are far from you shall perish;
you put an end to everyone who is unfaithful to you.
But for me it is good to be near God;
I have made the Lord GOD my refuge,
that I may tell of all your works.

Psalms 73

Today I didn't read my Psalms in the morning, somehow it wasn't the right time. I didn't know why.
Then I went for my Marketing tutorial and found out that I didn't complete my Subject Pool Study(a very stupid thing to do! was plain dumb..) The amount of study I did will only earn me 2% out of 10%(which everyone will be getting 10%. I really freaked out. SU was the only option.. Can't really focus through out the lesson. I cried to God for help. Was soo lost at that time. I rushed back to check if there's any slots left because my group member missed one slot as well, so he had penalty and will be getting the same marks as me. And he told me there's none! However, kiasuly.. I went and checked for other slots! There's one 1 hour slot left to be taken. Other slots were full, tho the dates were not over. So now I'll be having 6%. Then, still not satisfied, I emailed the TA. Waiting for reply now..
I know, 6% is still bad but it's better than 2%. I still thank God for letting me know that I'm actually having 2%. Imagine if I missed that 4%. So now I'm 4% behind others. Am I gonna SU this module still or work harder for my Group Assignment? Haha.. Passed up my Individual one already. I think it's Okay. Haha (: 'okay'!!
Now I'll have to make more noise in class to get my Participation points. What is it you're trying to tell me God? To push me to work harder? Is that 4% I'm missing now a reminder for me to work harder for this module?

He's my pillow, where I cry to. He's my 24/7 counselor. He's my father! Didn't realize I'm so dependent on Him.. So happy for myself that I turn to him and cry out to him before I even try to solve it myself.
"Helpppp God!!! (:"

One more thing I would like to share is :
I thank God that He sustains my dad and saved Him from whatever that could have happened! Still can't believe that my mum never told me on the phone about this or my dad every called to tell me! GRrrrrr They're gonna get some screwing from the next time they call. I emailed my Dad already anyway..
My response was : Wanna diee arrr? Never tell me about such a cool thing! Then, it went- OMGGG How could he have survived this and didn't tell me anything about it?

Okay, this is what I heard from my sister!!
My dad came back from Cameron Highlands when it was raining and skidded 360 degress because it was too slippery so he had to let go of the steering wheel so that the car will bang into the divider in order to stop the car!
*poofff* *speechless*
I cannot imagine what could have happen but I realllyyy thank God that my daddy is still alive. *shakes head*
He really escaped death man..

Saturated

2008-03-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

My week is saturated. Don't know how but it's sooo full of things all the time. I hardly have time to rest, at least I think so. Wish I didn't need to sleep.

I experience a lot of things lately. When I reflect yesterday during my walk up and down Kent Ridge Road collecting traps(thank you again for the nice weather), I was chatting with Him and somehow I think I'm not the same anymore. Life's so different. Have so many things to do, and yet I'm not tired. Feels so weird because this is just not me. Just looking forward to go up the hill.. I hope I'm on my way already.

I want to walk that volcano walk with Him. Following the footsteps He has set for me; please lead the way.

Dream : Aquarium shop (:

A song to share..

2008-02-25T01:01:00.000+08:00

Just wanna share this with you guys.

As The Deer

As The Deer
Written by Martin Nystrom

Psalm 42:1
"As the hart panteth after the water brooks,
so panteth my soul after thee, O God."

As the deer panteth for the water,
So my soul longs after you.
You alone are my hearts desire,
And I long to worship You.

Chorus
You alone are my strength, my shield;
To You alone may my spirit yield.
You alone are my hearts desire,
and I long to worship You.

I want you more than gold or silver,
Only You can satisfy.
You alone are the real joy giver
And the apple of my eye.

Chorus
You alone are my strength, my shield;
To You alone may my spirit yield.
You alone are my hearts desire,
and I long to worship You.

You're my friend and You're my brother,
Even though you are a King.
I love You more than any other
So much more than anything.

Chorus
You alone are my strength, my shield;
To You alone may my spirit yield.
You alone are my hearts desire,
and I long to worship You.

Tho it's an old song, I always find this song very close to my heart.

Love,
Audrey

Never expected..

2008-02-23T21:16:00.000+08:00

Never expected myself to do all these. Now I look like a 'jungle person'.. going into the ridge every other day. When I carry all the equipments, esp with the light traps.. I get the looks. Nonetheless, after a few trips up, I got used to it. Haha..
SO many things coming to kill me on March itself. Looking forward to 5th May 2008! (:
Ohh and hopefully I can make time to go shopping for half a day during this recess week. Doesn't even feel like a break!

Summary of 2 months..

2008-02-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

Only shot I got. Thanks to my wonderful photographic skills.. Grrrr Nonetheless, pretty!

My room... That's my roooommmm :p

Love her loadsss!!

Where I spent my CNY. How I miss home..

Encounter Weekend

Rare occasions when I'm with soft toys? I don't think I did that willingly.. Haha

Hehehe.. (: Caught in action?

My 20th birthday cake. Thanks Danielle (:

After skating, the day I got my butt wet in public!

Secret Garden

2007-12-02T00:12:00.001+08:00

We found our secret garden. Fresh air instead of artificially cooled air!

Introducing Espada. Just bought it yesterday.. Christmas earring! (:

Library Picnics and after Org Chem!

2007-11-29T00:20:00.000+08:00

That's my Alicia pretending to study. I wanted to take her pic after I took Yong Chean's. Haha..

Now it's Yong Chean. LOL. This is REAL. She's really mugging hard. What was it she's studying the other day? Hmm either Physics or Programming. Neither one of them is easy. Tough stuff. Shows how dumb I am.

Here goes Miss Amy Chin.. My mummy no.7 .. always encouraging me to study and not to drink coffee. I'm pretty addicted to caffeine. Is that what you call those ppl who can't survive without caffeine. Anyway, Alicia says that's ahma syndrome. What a not-so-nice way to put it. Evil!

Science Library's entrance? haha.. Actually not. That's the Level 5 part of our library. Science Fac is the oldest fac in NUS and the saddest fac to be in cos the canteen is really bad. I'll put a pic of it's canteen next time.. Why I took the pic? I was taking pics in the library without turning off the camera sound. Then I went in the toilet trying to fix my phone.. And I took this pic while returning to my mugging corner. This whole picture-taking thing, was a destress session. *Just-in-case Miss Amy is reading!*

No more Organic Chemistry after this semester. Say "Yippeee" to that! LOL

Yupp, my cooking. Haha.. If you even call that cooking. It's something you do when you crave for tomyam! Real spicy food. Spicy+sour! And when you're running outta fibre in your diet. As you can see, it's just chucking everything into the pot.

And this is one of my inventions as well. Here goes.. Fish + Rice + Eggs + Seaweed(again). I admit, I'm in love with seaweed. (:

Pens and highlighters. This is what kids do in school when they get new coloured pens but this is what young adults do also when they don't feel like studying. Reminds you of the good ol days when you didn't really need to worry about grades. Grades back then was just an easier way to get pretty little things from your parents.

Went to Orchard with Alicia to meet WeiWei after our CM1121? (: Everyone tot we were silly to go out in the rain and they rather sleep in the room? But we couldn't take it anymore. Haha.. We're only part-time muggers. Forgive us for not being in the same frequency.

Finally, a picture of my hostel taken from my room's window. Looks kinda cool.. For those who live there, not too bad ain't it. Haha..